Bi-polar disorder.

I feel trapped in by my own animosity

lost in translation..my mind conflicted by this constriction

my heart heavy with her pain and my own..

She lost the life of her only love.. I lost the only love of my life

now i wonder why our happiness is not permanent...i guess we bother know why

the tears seem endless...so does the pain. A change in my mind set seems insane..i tried..and tried again to forget...thats never going to happen..im never going to forget

im done trying to forget...now all i want to do is remember
one moment i want to forget..the next i want to remember every last detail..

The day seems to get hotter as the night seems to get colder but only for me...noone else can see you but me...noone else can hear you but me!

Is this real or just a dream..i surrender everything because i desperately remember your last words the me "i love you"

i dont understand this feeling. This bi-polar disorder. Do you? One moment im better the next im worse..wow it feels like an eternal curse.